i so wish u was stil hear mum iv been struggling so much i know u will be so proud of me as i got the jobat kingswood school i want u to look down on me and be so proud its not easy mum i battle the depression in my head every single day somtimes i just dont want to be hear and jus end it all and be with you but i know i have to be strong for rhi rhi i will always think of u everyday my love for u i will hold close in myheart until i see u again i miss my mumma goose so much it hurts so bad 😢💔🦋💜